Sooner or later, I have to tell you that I love you.

2 things though;

I won't be coming home to see you physically for another year atleast

And eventhough we're the best of friends, I feel as though we no longer share that which has made us close like before. Maybe it's your busy schedule, or the time difference, or our introvert, gloomy personalities that never allow us to respond more than a word whenever we IM. I try really hard to get you out of it though. Maybe too hard. Funny how I always thought you know me in-and-out but I feel as though we've been estranged for years.

No matter what the reason though, I still do terribly miss you. Perhaps some bamboo shoots over coffee sometime?

Is it okay to still wonder why you were reluctant to hug me the last time? If I could read minds, I would.

Hope this doesn't come as a surprise though. If it does, consider it as me trying something new. Lo